Why i still remind her even what she have done to me?

I know its something stupid to keep remind and know about her. But i can. She is something that can i leave. I hope God will help me for that in one day. Maybe not today, but that day will come. I believe with that like she promise with me.

Like he ask, believe in her. Thats what i'm doing. Not contact her in person. No more calling or sms for this 2 years. I know girls will dissapoint and people will feel pity to me. But i don't care. Its something i cannot forget and forgive.

We must be done something first before crazy thing happen.

I hope she will read this even i know the percent is below 1%. Just keep my hope and God let me we meet again. I believe that our fate.